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Thursday, December 04, 2003

Mixed....

kat umah ni....berjaya jugak aku setup connection ni kat umah...mm..with different environment, the outcome might be different...

the whole day at work today can be called ok lah...takde la bosan sgt, sbb byk cakap tepon ngan org kot, ngan ain & adi...2 of many important ppl in my life...other than chat, i managed to workout sumthin for my 1st week report, i resume the day as quite a productive day...

dlm dlm productive tu, mood dah ok sgt dah bile balik umah, takde la damn tired as 3 days lately (since tomorrow b'day saye :P~) bukak bukak frenster....BANG!!!

ish ish ish...i really dont understand y ppl can be sooo green eyed monster. i'm sure she's a very kind gurl (or i better call her akak la). sumthin make me down tremendously, her attitude. i'm not sure wat happened to my request to make his bf (or better called laki die la). i added laki die as my fren (mmg laki die tu fren aku pon). to make things clear: akak ni has access to laki die nye frenster account as well as email & others yg aku taktau. hari hari mmg akak ni la yg check email & frenster acount laki die, for wat purpose i dunno, maybe nak buat PEMANTAUAN ke, mmg laki die soh check ke....wallahualam....

nak dijadikan cite...laki die ni mmg gatal sikit la kot, account frenster pon kawan mmg ramai, then i requested him to be my fwen & sent 1 msg. ok abes la cite kat situ, pastu aku terjumpe la laki akak ni, & cakap pasal request tu, & he replied akak tu ade la cakap ade org kasi msg (which is my msg)..itu je die cakap. ended there...

okla, balik dari ternampak tu, balik office, checked frenster again, tgk tgk request tu dah takde, & he wasnt added yet. aku pun pelik la, ingatkan ade technical problem la, pastu nak add balik, server pulak down...abes la cite tu but i left a doubt, maybe ade org reject kot request tu

& pagi tadi, aku g office...cam besa la bukak pc, tgk frenster, still like d way i left it. aku pun add la die lagi sekali....luckily, today approved pulak, taktau la laki tu ke akak tu yg approve....but kan....ni yg buat aku ter cakap wat the f*** up. ade ke aku check balik frenster ptg tadi, laki akak tu dah takde...mmg takde kemungkinan lain la...aku dah kena reject after been accepted. i never felt humiliated like dis b4...aku pon tak hingin la laki die tu...wat do they think? i felt discgraced...i swear, i wont add laki akak tu lagi, after 2 times being rejected, i was rejected again??????? aku pon taktau which party did that, & with wat intention...i'm sure aku dah xberape kawan lagi ngan laki akak tu dah kot...malas la nak campur internal affair yg tah ape ape macam tu...immature tul...name pon frenster...mmg la utk frens...ntah la....malas nak cakap...

i end there

Tuesday, December 02, 2003


The Fresh Start...

A new start for me. starting from 1st december 2003, i'm officially becoming a member of KLCC, wat a name....(but on temporary basis only...huhe...)

Being the only living creature here, in Mech. dept of OGP making me sick. i am damn bored....no words can describe my situation better....almaklumlah, boss cuti, next week baru balik, so...keje LANGSUNG, i repeat langsung takde. nak tido takut, nak kuar lagi la takut ( kalau ikutkan hati, nak aje aku kuar gi tgk Looney Toons kat TGV). tgk la, i think my guts will come out soon, maybe tomorrow since tomorrow is WEDNESDAY...

all i can say from 2 days of workin is : i love being a student. u cant buy the excitement, the hush, the rush, the everything u got by simply being a student ( depends la jugak kat U mane yg korang masuk, UTP is simply rufus ). ha...lagi satu, penat betul jadi org keje ni, rush die semacam...balik keje semalam aku terus tido...phew, wat a day...

mm...i dont have a dg cam, wish i had 1(announcement: my birthday is coming real soon Dec 5th, so watch out) this blog would be rather colourful with a new dg cam...huhe....

enuff said for today, it's a bout time for me to chow...till tomorrow....nite fills the heartless city with beauty...rain pours mercy to the poors...sincererity wins a solemn heart :)


Sunday, October 05, 2003


Saturday, October 04, 2003

Sejupnye~~~

Refusal...y izzit so hard to say NO? a roomy just popped up & asked me to dine with her. mm....to my own surprise, i refused! am i harsh?

it's not that hard to say NO but the process of how to begin the 'refusal' always makes it very difficult. the situation has always put me infont of a junction of life, whether to say YES or NO. linguistically, it looks damn simple but from d aspect of humanity, u are HARSH.

so, today i am harsh...maybe tomorrow i wont...

mm...laparnye~~~~(nyesal pulak pegi refuse ;P)

Friday, October 03, 2003

The Bright Day

Just a kick ....b4 going into sumthin further....

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